I'm going to get a tad personal on here again.
Besides bringing back bad high school memories, I'll also blog about my fav lipsticks!
So when I first hit high school I wasn't (really) self conscience about my self appearance. That was until I met my ex best friend. I feel so silly saying ex best friend. I wasn't aware that my lips are 'humongous', got it from my daddy. You don't see many Asian girls here with full lips, well Cambodians here have full lips. Vietnamese & Chinese not so much.
She made me feel so bad about my lips. I hated them. I really hated those days when I woke up & my lips appeared fuller then usual. In all my student I.D card photos, I had fucked up wonky looking lips because I tried to make them appear smaller by slightly sucking in a bit of my lips. Sticker photos, dream photos, just 99% of photos I've ever taken during high school, I had wonky sucked in lips.
(I've deleted or chucked out all photos from my high school years. I don't need those memories.)
BUT I started to appreciate them. My Albanian friend & I were studying in the library & I looked up to see her staring at my face. She tells me how lucky to have full lips. Coming from a gorgeous Albanian girl, my confidence rose up, straight through the roof! She didn't like her thin lips & she started telling me about celebrities getting their lips plumped & all. Did some research right after & phew, I am so lucky I never need inject stuff into my lips for them trout pouts.
In primary school I used to get in trouble with my parents for constantly pouting. But I swear it was my neutral face, serious. It got on my parents nerve so much cos they thought I was constantly unhappy. It was also a good thing cos I when we go shopping they buy something look at my face & buy a better one LOLOL when I was already fine with the first thing. #GOPOUTYLIPS! But they soon realized my lips just got fuller like my dads, bottom lip grew outta control compared to my top lip, I'm a real life bratz doll or something haha. Man they are such disgusting dolls.
I don't think my lips are so bad. They're not that full... Right?
I now think they're one of my best features! You know Kana Nishino? I read somewhere that she doesn't smile much in photos cos she wants to show off her pouty lips. One of my favs Yuria Kushido pouts like no tomorrow, produces aweshumm photos. None of that horrible forced duck face bull. Ok, maybe not bull.. Probably 5% of chicks can pull it off the rest? Meeeehhhh. Speaking of duck faces....
You cannot watch that & not think it's hilarious. I've listened to it so much I know all the lyrics! Also, I don't know about where you live but here people call full lips 'nigger lips' so super sorry if that offends any of you. Weird though, joking or not the chicks who say nigger lips are usually the ones who pack on lip gloss & take pictures doing the duck face in public toilets.
Now introducing my most favorite lipsticks since over 6 months ago. I brought these through a girl living in the states. I swear you guys living their get cosmetic goodies for such a cheap price. We in Aussieland have to pay $36 for one damn MAC lippie & our Revlon foundation costs almost $40, drugstore prices my ass! You guys only pay $10-$15 & still complain!!! So unfair. But ohwell, I paid US prices for these lippies & all the foundations (New & sealed) through my US haul. Screw these ridiculous Australian prices.
My two favourite lipsticks MAC Myth & Rimmel 006 Pink Blush. I'm wearing both in this post & all my previous posts.
Sadly both are running out as you can see. I really recommend MAC Myth, most versatile lipstick in my opinion. I always carry it with me everywhere! Makes a really good lip concealer too. I used to use CandyDoll's lip concealer but its lip gloss like formula, amp up the volume of my lips too much that I decided I can only use lipsticks. Rimmel Pink Blush is the most gorgeous pink lipstick I've ever stumbled upon & smells so cute(?) can a smell be cute? Don't care it smeelllls sooo cute! It becomes a gorgeous baby pink when worn on top of Mac Myth.
Definitely going to have these two in my cosmetic collection always. Now... Just got to tackle down one of my Canadian cousins & force them to get it for me. I'm not going to pay batshit crazy Aussie prices when I can get them at cheap US/Canadian prices. Seriously all Australian girls should get someone from the US to get their cosmetics for them & hopefully the prices here will match US cosmetics prices... I'm dreaming aren't I?
All clothing worn in this post are from my store BadBarbie.Org, the friggen cool thin cardigan isn't up on the store yet & neither is this 'insert word to describe something this damn rad' cross necklace. I LOVE IT!
Can see close up of my lips in au natural mode. I've been wearing my cross necklace with VanityBox's delicate & colourful Maybe.. necklace. Link here. The beads on their necklace goes so well with my cross necklace. I also adore how thin the chain is, I reckon thin chains look so beautiful on women.
Also wearing VanityBox's contour, pink blush, brow mascara & eye-shadow. Please check them out they're having a spring sale that would last until the 12 of September, only 2 days left! Enter code TAKE15 upon checkout for 15% off your overall purchase.
P.S BadBarbie will be updated with more goods this weekend. Modeled photo's would probably be up by the end of this week. No promises.